Sunday, February 15, 2009

Unpretty

My mumps is getting worst today. Damn I hate this illness! I tried avoiding looking at the mirror as I don't wanna see my reflection but when I got inside the bathroom, whoa! I saw an alien-looking creature staring at me. I have to accept that this is how I look right now and not deny it! Both my jawbones swelled and it sores a lot whenever I chew. I wanted to eat whenever I am hungry but who would love to eat when everything hurts? After I took my breakfast this morning, I felt the most excruciating pain. No wonder some people loss their appetite but I didn't! I am damn hungry and I even want to eat the chocolate cake my husband bought for me last night but I just can't finish eating it!!! I even talked like C-3PO, like not opening my mouth normally as not to trigger the pain. I only felt relieved when I put cold compress in both my jaws, so, just imagine how I'd look..hey, don't laugh!

And no matter how I tried to fix myself, Yoda of Starwars or Fiona the Shrek is more good-looking compared to me. Late last night, I felt a sudden slight of depression and self-pity. Why this had happened to me? I wish it happened before or after my hospital rotation as I don't intend to extend my 3-month duty with them. Even when I was still in school before, I don't like to be absent. But then I have to face reality. I prayed instead and hoped that my husband and daughter will not suffer the same illness that I am currently having.

And since it was Valentines yesterday, I tried sending messages to some of my friends but I didn't get any reply from them. Maybe they all don't have loads in their phones, huh? The people I least expected to text me were the ones to greet me instead. So sweet of them to remember me. And a dear friend, Soul Anchor, brightened up my night, too, as she lent to me her Twilight book. I know some of you have read this book already but you know, it is sold like hotcake in here. I started reading last night and I just can't put down the book anymore. I made use of my time that I was able to grab some opps before finally hitting off to bed.

Anyways, today, I am very much looking forward to my road to recovery, to look PRETTY once again and see my daughter, Chloe, and give her my tight, big hug.

11 comments:

Soul Anchor February 15, 2009 at 12:46 PM  

awww cooks all that is temporary... cge lang, just rest... for now. there is a reason for everything. you will be able savor all the more the food you will eat when you are well, and you will appreciate your beauty more when your mumps will subside. sending you lotsa sunday love!!! huuugs!

Mummy Gwen February 15, 2009 at 10:16 PM  

No la..I'm not going to laugh at you dear. It may take a while to heal but you will return back to your pretty self once you have recovered. Hang in there ok. Hugs to you Cookie ganda.

Cecile February 15, 2009 at 10:32 PM  

oh, so sorry to hear that dear, cook's :-(

as they said it is temporary lang and you will feel and look better soon. just rest and be happy when it is over and healed; have a nice sunday still!

amiable amy February 15, 2009 at 11:33 PM  

ohhh....sorry to hear that dear Cookie, anyway, just take a rest and get well soon okay? you take care and happy valentines

VIRTUALWRITER February 16, 2009 at 11:04 AM  

get well soon dear cookie, stay away from the out side wind. Wind and cold worsen the mump

kittykat February 16, 2009 at 5:14 PM  

Get better soon Mommy Cookie..I had mumps once when I was just a kid so kinda forgot how it is like..But i really it'll go away soon..Take care..

Kristie February 17, 2009 at 12:13 AM  

hope u get well soon... u are always pretty in ur hubby and chloe's eyes :)

cheer up mummy!

Ane Fallarme February 17, 2009 at 12:18 AM  

Still Sick Cookie, oh, feel better soon Dearie! :D Take lots of rest then... :D

kikamz February 17, 2009 at 5:46 PM  

hi cooks! oh no, you have mumps! cge lang dear, that will go away soon. i had mumps when i was a kid so i kind of forgot how it felt like. even if u feel unpretty, am sure daddy glenn still finds u sexy with your swollen face. get well soon dear! take care always.

chubskulit February 17, 2009 at 9:34 PM  

hello mommy cooks, okay ka na ba?

As a Mommy, you deserve to be awarded, so please grab this best MOM award

Umma February 18, 2009 at 2:52 AM  

Hello Cooks.. hopefully you'll feel better soon.. I can relate to the feeling of being not pretty bec sometimes I feel that way hahaha...

Once the mumps subsides, you'll be back to your one pretty self..and enjoy eating more hahaha Take care

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