Lately, I was not so in the mood. I tried to control whatever emotions I have felt inside but just can't help it. Then, I've realized I was having my PMS until finally my red letter day arrived and this is usually what I felt. And I just hope that people will distance themselves away from me or at least try not to provoke me or else I'll explode (",). But I don't think this is an excuse. I felt guilty afterwards but then if only the people around me will at least try not repeat their words over and over again, then, perhaps I'll keep quiet. Coz I easily get irritated these days and the more they justify things the more I would reason out. I don't start a fight but I also don't run away from it. Sigh, so much for my mood swing. I hope to get over this now.